what's love ?

things happen just way too fast for me to accept it .. i've tried to pyscho myself that things will be better ' haa but there's aint any way of turning back ..

i've tried all ways to salvage but to no improvement instead it seems to got worse ..
maybe like what you've said to me , im just a lousy wife , lousy mommy as well as a lousy friend ..

now no matter how much i change , to you its still the same , cos you're no longer the one i know .. you may be pissed off seeing this but just too bad its the fact .. if is only your love change , i've nothing much to say but now .. please admit that you're no longer the same old fella we all know .. impulsive , impatient and is like all sort of nonsense coming out from you ..

well , all i can say is wish you all the best . last but not least , once decide never say you regret .

I'LL BE BACK !! (:

the old cheerful baby will definitely be back with NO DOUBTS . please await for my return with patience .

will there still be sunshine after rain ?

sorry for not updating for donkey years as im really busy with work and stuff ..

yesterday was our 4th year wedding anniversary but ... i dont think he remember ..
im feeling lost and was so stressed up at work .. im tired , real tired ! i need more rest .. sigh*

i have to be strong . but can i ?

take me away from this world *


update again soon ? hopefully ya .. i got lots of pictures to be uploaded .. stay tuned !

baby's new love ♥

long random pictures post .. sorry for not updating my lil space often ..

dragonfly with my beloved sis , stephanie ♥

my new love ♥

3 more days to christmas eve ..

10 more days to new year eve ...
14 more days to bangkok trip ....

YIPEE YEA ~

im sooooo looking forward to my short getaway with my beloved fatty , and also finally i can meet up with my brother alan liao . weeee !

brother mathew's wedding night

the groom ; mathew ; and me ♥

our big family (bro and sis)

as busy as a bee ):

i know i sorta neglected this space , but i really have no time to sit infront of my computer and update my little blog . so freaking tired . i needa short getaway yet my bangkok trip was being cancelled due to airport closed . argh . ):

last thursday was my bro in law's wedding . was a nice and successful one .

congrats to the newly wedd couple ! ♥

my fatty and me

my baby boy and uncle arean

last but not least ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER , ALAN ! ♥

some overdue photos . (:

last saturday went hush for laoeh's big cousin birthday celebration . shall update photos taken that day soon alright ?! =x

nights world .

07 nov , friday , went hush with the usual kakis . saw some old school friends . aint really my friends ; just that always see them at my area .. haas . was shocked that they actually find me familiar . \: home at bout 2plus .

08 nov , saturday , shopping with my dearest laoeh .. as usual i bought nothing ~ ohya only a box of eyelashes . ):

was a boring saturday night ; went hk cafe with my fatty bom bom , broinlaw and his gf .

09 nov , sunday , celebrating my mom's birthday ! beeps ~

i've got a big chubby face ; boo !

one day to friday ~

thou im tired after work but still never forget to take some photos . :P

my energy being drained at work , i freaking tired but yet im happy with it . (: started first day of work on last thursday and time really passes so fast that it has been a week already . supposingly to work from 9am-5.45pm but due to lots of backlog , i've been staying back for OT everyday till 7+ . hopefully backlog will be clear soon and everything back on track . wish me good luck okay .

YAY ! finally tomorrow its friday again . need some drinks to release stress :x


*im looking forward to my bangkok trip on dec ♥

freaking tired .

back to work again . no more late nights . but i'm happy bout it as im no longer a temp but a perm at AXA insurance . yay ! finally i can stop my boring life of slacking everyday .

first day at work . everything's fine . afterall im already familiar with the environment there . ok time to slp . nights peep .