what's love ?

things happen just way too fast for me to accept it .. i've tried to pyscho myself that things will be better ' haa but there's aint any way of turning back ..

i've tried all ways to salvage but to no improvement instead it seems to got worse ..
maybe like what you've said to me , im just a lousy wife , lousy mommy as well as a lousy friend ..

now no matter how much i change , to you its still the same , cos you're no longer the one i know .. you may be pissed off seeing this but just too bad its the fact .. if is only your love change , i've nothing much to say but now .. please admit that you're no longer the same old fella we all know .. impulsive , impatient and is like all sort of nonsense coming out from you ..

well , all i can say is wish you all the best . last but not least , once decide never say you regret .

I'LL BE BACK !! (:

the old cheerful baby will definitely be back with NO DOUBTS . please await for my return with patience .

will there still be sunshine after rain ?

sorry for not updating for donkey years as im really busy with work and stuff ..

yesterday was our 4th year wedding anniversary but ... i dont think he remember ..
im feeling lost and was so stressed up at work .. im tired , real tired ! i need more rest .. sigh*

i have to be strong . but can i ?

take me away from this world *


update again soon ? hopefully ya .. i got lots of pictures to be uploaded .. stay tuned !