again and again ..

i thought things will be better .. but i got one blow after another !! my heart really aches . living in sucha painful agony really driving me crazy ..
suddenly my life became a complete darkness , lost of smile , lost of passion and lost of will to live ..




i wish to trust you but i just can't .. i'm so afraid of seeing of you again as i dont know when are you gona hurt me again .. and i just dont know how to face you anymore ..

a new start .. ♥

have been raining everyday for the past few days .. wanna go swimming with my fatty bi and baby also cannot .. its raining but i feel so humid .. arghh ..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

got a surprise from hubby last friday .. belated flower for 4years anniversary and valentines' day . but yet im still very happy .. (:

for him , i bought him mont blanc money clip which cost me 310 bucks . lugi right ?! hahaha .



im gona work hard for my little family .. change for a better future ! (: