BORED

i'm bored.

daddy went reservist and will only be back this friday. :(
MC today because of back ache, taken pain killer but still so painful.

my mind just cant rest in peace; sigh..

again and again ..

i thought things will be better .. but i got one blow after another !! my heart really aches . living in sucha painful agony really driving me crazy ..
suddenly my life became a complete darkness , lost of smile , lost of passion and lost of will to live ..




i wish to trust you but i just can't .. i'm so afraid of seeing of you again as i dont know when are you gona hurt me again .. and i just dont know how to face you anymore ..

a new start .. ♥

have been raining everyday for the past few days .. wanna go swimming with my fatty bi and baby also cannot .. its raining but i feel so humid .. arghh ..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

got a surprise from hubby last friday .. belated flower for 4years anniversary and valentines' day . but yet im still very happy .. (:

for him , i bought him mont blanc money clip which cost me 310 bucks . lugi right ?! hahaha .



im gona work hard for my little family .. change for a better future ! (:

what's love ?

things happen just way too fast for me to accept it .. i've tried to pyscho myself that things will be better ' haa but there's aint any way of turning back ..

i've tried all ways to salvage but to no improvement instead it seems to got worse ..
maybe like what you've said to me , im just a lousy wife , lousy mommy as well as a lousy friend ..

now no matter how much i change , to you its still the same , cos you're no longer the one i know .. you may be pissed off seeing this but just too bad its the fact .. if is only your love change , i've nothing much to say but now .. please admit that you're no longer the same old fella we all know .. impulsive , impatient and is like all sort of nonsense coming out from you ..

well , all i can say is wish you all the best . last but not least , once decide never say you regret .

I'LL BE BACK !! (:

the old cheerful baby will definitely be back with NO DOUBTS . please await for my return with patience .

will there still be sunshine after rain ?

sorry for not updating for donkey years as im really busy with work and stuff ..

yesterday was our 4th year wedding anniversary but ... i dont think he remember ..
im feeling lost and was so stressed up at work .. im tired , real tired ! i need more rest .. sigh*

i have to be strong . but can i ?

take me away from this world *


update again soon ? hopefully ya .. i got lots of pictures to be uploaded .. stay tuned !

baby's new love ♥

long random pictures post .. sorry for not updating my lil space often ..

dragonfly with my beloved sis , stephanie ♥

my new love ♥

3 more days to christmas eve ..

10 more days to new year eve ...
14 more days to bangkok trip ....

YIPEE YEA ~

im sooooo looking forward to my short getaway with my beloved fatty , and also finally i can meet up with my brother alan liao . weeee !

brother mathew's wedding night

the groom ; mathew ; and me ♥

our big family (bro and sis)

as busy as a bee ):

i know i sorta neglected this space , but i really have no time to sit infront of my computer and update my little blog . so freaking tired . i needa short getaway yet my bangkok trip was being cancelled due to airport closed . argh . ):

last thursday was my bro in law's wedding . was a nice and successful one .

congrats to the newly wedd couple ! ♥

my fatty and me

my baby boy and uncle arean

last but not least ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER , ALAN ! ♥

some overdue photos . (:

last saturday went hush for laoeh's big cousin birthday celebration . shall update photos taken that day soon alright ?! =x

nights world .