my darling princess's birthday

princess's lovely birthday cake






Javelle's first birthday






Thanks everyone who attended my precious's birthday party and also thanks for all pressie and angbao received.





our little family






the birthday girl






hello my name is Javelle







gift from bro and sis in laws

my poor monster is having fever.. speedy recovery baby.

Back

This place has been totally deserted by me.
And finally....
I'm back!
For short or for long?
For good or for bad?
I don't know.
Hahahaha.




a gift from sweetie Yunru.. thanks sweet!

my monster baby will never fail to brighten up my day with his silly action and the things he say.
you can never guess what he's gona do next. thou sometimes he can be really irritating but we'll still be secretly smiling.
ever since im pregnant with the 2nd one, he has been acting more mischievous but i understand his feeling.. :) scared of losing the love he used to have.
Baby, mommy will always love you.

finally its here..

got our iphone on 08.09.2009 at AMK hub. *happy*
birthday present for fatty daddy.

hubby done all the necessaries on our iphone;eg jbed it!!! :D

now we're having great time with our phone. ♥

iphone iphone

register our interest online last week wednesday and everyday we're like so kan jeong checking our email to see if we receive any email from singtel. haa but till now no news yet. think we gota wait for another 2weeks? i cant wait any longer, how i wish i can get it now! i'm insane.

*pray hard i'll receive email from singtel tml?*

tired tired

YEA! bought 2 pairs of new flats; *thanks sweet for intro.
i'm broke. >.<

tml daddy will be back from reservist, ♥ misses him so much :(

BORED

i'm bored.

daddy went reservist and will only be back this friday. :(
MC today because of back ache, taken pain killer but still so painful.

my mind just cant rest in peace; sigh..

again and again ..

i thought things will be better .. but i got one blow after another !! my heart really aches . living in sucha painful agony really driving me crazy ..
suddenly my life became a complete darkness , lost of smile , lost of passion and lost of will to live ..




i wish to trust you but i just can't .. i'm so afraid of seeing of you again as i dont know when are you gona hurt me again .. and i just dont know how to face you anymore ..

a new start .. ♥

have been raining everyday for the past few days .. wanna go swimming with my fatty bi and baby also cannot .. its raining but i feel so humid .. arghh ..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

got a surprise from hubby last friday .. belated flower for 4years anniversary and valentines' day . but yet im still very happy .. (:

for him , i bought him mont blanc money clip which cost me 310 bucks . lugi right ?! hahaha .



im gona work hard for my little family .. change for a better future ! (:

what's love ?

things happen just way too fast for me to accept it .. i've tried to pyscho myself that things will be better ' haa but there's aint any way of turning back ..

i've tried all ways to salvage but to no improvement instead it seems to got worse ..
maybe like what you've said to me , im just a lousy wife , lousy mommy as well as a lousy friend ..

now no matter how much i change , to you its still the same , cos you're no longer the one i know .. you may be pissed off seeing this but just too bad its the fact .. if is only your love change , i've nothing much to say but now .. please admit that you're no longer the same old fella we all know .. impulsive , impatient and is like all sort of nonsense coming out from you ..

well , all i can say is wish you all the best . last but not least , once decide never say you regret .

I'LL BE BACK !! (:

the old cheerful baby will definitely be back with NO DOUBTS . please await for my return with patience .

will there still be sunshine after rain ?

sorry for not updating for donkey years as im really busy with work and stuff ..

yesterday was our 4th year wedding anniversary but ... i dont think he remember ..
im feeling lost and was so stressed up at work .. im tired , real tired ! i need more rest .. sigh*

i have to be strong . but can i ?

take me away from this world *


update again soon ? hopefully ya .. i got lots of pictures to be uploaded .. stay tuned !

baby's new love ♥

long random pictures post .. sorry for not updating my lil space often ..

dragonfly with my beloved sis , stephanie ♥

my new love ♥

3 more days to christmas eve ..

10 more days to new year eve ...
14 more days to bangkok trip ....

YIPEE YEA ~

im sooooo looking forward to my short getaway with my beloved fatty , and also finally i can meet up with my brother alan liao . weeee !

brother mathew's wedding night

the groom ; mathew ; and me ♥

our big family (bro and sis)

as busy as a bee ):

i know i sorta neglected this space , but i really have no time to sit infront of my computer and update my little blog . so freaking tired . i needa short getaway yet my bangkok trip was being cancelled due to airport closed . argh . ):

last thursday was my bro in law's wedding . was a nice and successful one .

congrats to the newly wedd couple ! ♥

my fatty and me

my baby boy and uncle arean

last but not least ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED BROTHER , ALAN ! ♥

some overdue photos . (:

last saturday went hush for laoeh's big cousin birthday celebration . shall update photos taken that day soon alright ?! =x

nights world .

07 nov , friday , went hush with the usual kakis . saw some old school friends . aint really my friends ; just that always see them at my area .. haas . was shocked that they actually find me familiar . \: home at bout 2plus .

08 nov , saturday , shopping with my dearest laoeh .. as usual i bought nothing ~ ohya only a box of eyelashes . ):

was a boring saturday night ; went hk cafe with my fatty bom bom , broinlaw and his gf .

09 nov , sunday , celebrating my mom's birthday ! beeps ~

i've got a big chubby face ; boo !

one day to friday ~

thou im tired after work but still never forget to take some photos . :P

my energy being drained at work , i freaking tired but yet im happy with it . (: started first day of work on last thursday and time really passes so fast that it has been a week already . supposingly to work from 9am-5.45pm but due to lots of backlog , i've been staying back for OT everyday till 7+ . hopefully backlog will be clear soon and everything back on track . wish me good luck okay .

YAY ! finally tomorrow its friday again . need some drinks to release stress :x


*im looking forward to my bangkok trip on dec ♥